I think I’m just going to check out for a few days…
9 years, 7.28.05
Never does it get easier. Even though I’ve been through this 8 times before, this still feels the same. The same deep empty feeling.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I’m forever missing him.
I’ve lost it all, I’m just a silhouette.
Today in science we learned that you can never gain cold, you can only have an absence of heat; and it made me think that maybe hatred doesn’t exist, and there’s only an absence of love.
this is the realist shit I’ve ever read
(Source: , via heysquidi)
Life is good
Eeek Tahoe bound in December!
Fuck yeah ski in/ski out place right in Northstar
Couldn’t be happier :)